Random Thoughts

(Week 15, day 5)
  I just thought I would share a few random thoughts and questions that have crossed my brain at one point or another since finding out my wife was pregnant. Enjoy.

  If millions of healthy babies have been born before we found out this information, why is it that now my wife cannot lay on her back and get a comfortable night sleep?
  What color is my baby going to be?
  Will I be a different father to this baby than to Staci? Will she end up resenting me?
  What the hell does "natal" mean?
  Why is the due date so close to October? I don't want my baby born in October.
  Will I start ignoring my dog once the baby is born?
  How different is this kid's personality going to be from Staci's personality?
  Am I being selfish or wrong for praying for a boy?
  Just how angry can my wife get? I mean, she hates the heat already and the temperature hasn't even broken 90 yet!
  Why is it that I cry now at every single emotional family moment on a movie or TV?
  Am I really going to gain weight during this pregnancy?
  Is it mean to already be thinking about the people who I'm not going to let hold my child?
  What if Tanisha gets pregnant right after we have this kid? OMG!
  How many people are really reading this blog?
  Why Mozart?
  I really love my family a lot.
  How much information can I read about babies before I don't want to read anymore?
  Will I really be able to curb my spending when we're decorating the baby's room?
  I hope I have a boy.